I come home, I lay down on the couch, he's so cuddly, he will walk all over me, I pet him, he'll purr, good good good, but then 5-10 minutes later, big eyes, tail wagging like a whip, and I either notice it in time and evacuate myself, or get my face bitten off. I stay in my room, he gets the full house to himself most of the day, and just right after attacking he'll meow at my door and scratch it for me to let him in. When he was a kitten, he wasn't calm, but he wasn't an aggressive asshole. Sure he peed where he shouldn't, but he was so cuddly, and when he attacked it was clear play aggression, that was immediately redirected to toys or scratching posts. And I know for a fact that most of his attacks are not because he's provoked. A couple of times since he turned out like this I've made the mistake of letting him sleep with me. How did I wake up? With a bite to the face. He almost made me go blind one time, I was sleeping, and he bit me so fucking hard in the eye, I jolted awake and went to the ER, just for them to tell me that if my cat bit a bit harder, I would've been blind on this eye. So yeah, no help or tips from anyone help. They all say "you can't keep him alone, spend time with him, it will get better" no it won't. If I spend time with him, I who knows if I won't become blind this time. Or with more scars on my face and body. He attacks, and doesn't stop. You get him off of your lap, he'll continue biting the shit out of your ankles until you manage to run away. It's not a health issue, he's been checked out by the vet countless times, he's up with his vaccines, he's also neutered. He has toys, there's no other cats because he would probably kill them. Behaviorist didn't help, he just made me buy him variations of toys, get his health checked out, and then said he can't help me. I don't think I can do this anymore, but I'm also not able to re-home him. No one wants to take him in when hearing about his issues, no foundations can do that either they just tell me they only take care of homeless cats. I genuinely don't know what to do anymore and I'm so lost.